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Funny how things can change in a split second. Who would have thought that "a split second" does really exist in real life. Like that one time. I knew I shouldn't have gone, I knew something was wrong.. But I did anyway. And I lost you. From that moment onwards I try to trust my instincts more than anything else. It's really tricky, because how would u know if your choices are affected by whom or what?
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I am one person who can't stand pressure. Who dislikes,and who will fall hard when something hits me. People say it's okay if you fall because there's no way to go but up, but if you fall too hard and your bones are all broken, there's no way you can get up. I'm sorry if there's so much of negativity. It's just.. Im just like you. I have emotions too. I go through ups and downs.
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So.. anyway.. it had been crazy,rollercoaster emotion ride for me for the past 3 weeks. 2 weeks study break plus 3 days of exam alternately in a week. Blegh. Of course I didn't study 24-7 . Because I got so much other better things to do. Because my life is not just about that. I'm definitely in denial. hihi.

Anyway..(positive vibes coming). Me being me, during the study week feeling sappysadanddepressed , which, now that it's all over I don't know why I felt that way..went little trips to the mall. I can never be like so pumped up and like " Dang it, aiming for distinction!" Its just tooo much pressure for me. And just getting what I've achieved is good enough. So, for anyone out there who sees me as a "threat" , count me out. It's all yours. haha.

Ok, whatever. Bye! <3